Is it life, is it me, or is it my family???

1# One thing I’ve learnt 16 October, 2006

I HAVE BEEN WASTING MY TIME ALL THESE YEARS!

This last year I met a lot of people, some of them, exceptional. I admire them, and they made me think a lot. Some of them had my age (or younger) and speak several languages or have amazing knowlegde or have lived so many things or have experienced things I have never imagined…

I have several friends who speaks 3 or 4 languages, how many I can speak? 2 and a half= Rubbish. I have some friends who practice a lot of things and they are great students, what about me? I get horribly stressed if I have many things to do.

And so on.

Those facts have led me to change my pace. Therefore, nowadays I signed up to learn russian, I arranged with a friend of mine some individual french conversation sessions, I’m working at uni and I also decided to practice Kung Fu. Yes, my agenda is very busy, but I can’t miss anymore everything I can discover everyday!

Unfortunately, there are two barriers. They are merged in one: Myself. When dividing they are: My will and my ability to cope with stress. I can say this simplier: I am very LAZY and sometimes I get stressed so easily. But now I’m thinking… It’s lazyness. I use to get stressed because I don’t do everything which depends only on me in time.

Also, all of this depends on my mood. Sometimes I’m full of energy, and sometimes, I just don’t feel in the mood… I must overcome myself.